..how can you say you miss us so much yet be so content with the way things went down? i see things that remind me of you or hear a song that either you two or that we all sang together, and it hurts. hell, i saw someone in my store who looked exactly like your sister, and i physically
hurt and had to go in the back room for a while until i thought she might've been gone... then when i came out, i ended up having to be the one to check her out.
i was angsty the rest of that night. why? because i was reminded of you. because i remembered the "good times" and everything that happened, all the conversations we had, all the late nights i spent on you and the advice given and received... and it just all feels like a waste now.
you've so easily moved on, while we're still struggling every day. every other day, if not every single day, she asks me if i think you guys still think about her. and you know what i say?
i'm sure they do. because at SOME point, you appeared to care.
if you can honestly say you're okay with how everything went because of what you have now, you obviously never really gave two shits about either of us -let alone her, who spent the majority of her time with either you or her boyfriend there for a while. she, who introduced me to you, who is so much different now that everything happened with all of us... who is delayed-ly broken up about it all. she's not as strong as she was before, and for that, i blame you.
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